I had a sufficient relaxation for three days for the first time in about three months . No work , no study in university,  Staying home quietly , cleaning  my room ,enjoying my reading , with a cup of tea on my table ,writing down feelings around me,  I am offering myself a big pleasure .

Having finished reading of  the last chapters of Hillary Clinton’s Living History , my heart was quiet but with complicated thinking . I found it is difficult for me to organize any word to express  feelings deeply inside my heart. Compared with those glorious success behind her ,as the  first lady of America, I am touched more by every time her trying to rise from fall by those hard times and great pressure she had experienced which are difficult for normal people to imagine and handle.When she express the pain from the death of her dearest father , the desperation brought by the  scandal of her beloved husband ,  for many times my eyes filled with tears .I am appreciating ,and moved by, her strong determination, her love , her ever boosted spirit , her rationality, her confidence and her braveness that support her to the end ……

At night , after dinner with friends , I am staying in my room ,quietly and alone ,stringing along with these familiar musics, I am thinking of my parents with all best wishes to them and my three years best friend, a life- long confidant , I hope every thing goes well around her ……